I'm loving body balance, yoga & swimming. I also started back at weight training ... It hurts & I love it :)
Good to be back at it!
Girl got mojo !
|Surprise family picnic that mum arranged for me :)|
|Mums home made Gluten free cupcakes :)|
|Some of my beautiful cards.|
|My Work "girls" took me out for lunch|
|We all love a good "before" photo :)|
|Let the fun begin!|
|The Finished Product|
|Feeling the Music|
|A week after|
|A month later & all healed|
A lot of people have been telling me how strong and together I seam. This is really hard for me to admit- and not even the closest to me realise but I'm not coping at all well. I'm very overwhelmed by life right now. I don't know how to ask for help so I don't lean on others. I'm learning on how to ask for help but its an ongoing process. Putting up walls and painting on a smile and concentrating on my health are just ways to attempt at coping. This isn't a call for help- I just wanted to explain how I'm feeling. If i can't be there for you right now it because I'm dealing with just being there for myself xxIt scared the hell out of me to write this. I wrote it, read it- re-read -planned to delete it.... but then i stopped and i thought about all the people like me now brave enough to speak up about how they feel. their true feelings. At work if I'm drowning i put my hand up - so why not do it for my life ??